Tomorrow is my first team leading day, and I’m kind of freaking out.

I don’t care to be a leader! I can admit it. I’m a follower, and I’m very happy being a follower. I’m probably one of the most unconfident person when it comes to nursing skills, and now I have to go and help lower level nursing students? What if they ask me something I don’t know?! Gahhhh. I think I’m really freaking out for nothing…

P.S.

I’m sick of my professors telling me that one day I’m going to have to be a charge nurse. I don’t want to be a charge nurse! I don’t care of having the leadership/management position! Just let me follow orders. Geez. That’s how I like it.